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Tell me why we ended up in Odessa coming from Christiana Mall. My sister was driving and she was freaking out. We ended up in hickville and they actually tried to help. Alexys said " lets get outta here before they string us up and set us on fire" i started to laugh but then i got scared. So we end up on our way to Odessa and Alexys screeched " Is that a BRIDGE, Oh god im lost we're lost we're gonna die" then she sees a light that says 13 north, but we end up back where we were. so then we end up following some mysterious lady in a JEEPERS CREEPERS hat all the way back to a road we knew. Wheew! that was close! got home just in time for COMICVIEW! |
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So my boyfriend is going to the marines, and I don't know what to say to him. For the most part I am so frickin mad, but I'm proud of him for actually doing something with his life!I just wish that it didn't come as such a big cost to me.I mean he is leaving for north carolina in August and will be away for 4 months. And he expects me to wait for him? How can I? I was never any good with long-distance relationships. But I love him so much, and I dont want to lose him. If we break up, theres no telling if we'll ever get back together. IM LOST !!!!! anywayz on the ^ side, IM GOIN TO ARUBA! YEY! Even though I am terrified of flying, all i can think of is how much fun im goin to have. maybe that will take my mind off of darnell....maybe |
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I suprised darnell at his house one beautiful afternoon only to find him fucking his best friend!
what does this mean?
now that im dreaming it, is it true?
is the love of my life for 3 years gon and ruined it for eternity?
does the sneaky little bitch want me to tear her head off?
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WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? "when dad killed mom" dark comedy...
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? rent-a-center...
FAVOURITE MAGAZINES? rolling stone, teenpeople, YM
FAVOURITE SOUNDS? (OR SMELLS) Favourite sounds.. ocean, music
Smells... anything sweet
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? anything painful or itchy...
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING? thanking god for waking me up and going back to sleep...
FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? dont plan on having kids
WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? living forever...
FAVOURITE FOOD? food in general...
DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? yes
STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? annoying
WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? I haven't got one
FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Remy red
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? ... Yes. =P
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? fashion designer
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOUR WHAT WOULD IT BE? whatever i want...
DO YOU TYPE WITH CORRECT FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? No
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? shoes, a bag of things to sell... suitcase
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? basketball
HORROR OR COMEDY? both...
FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY? depend if i have something fun to do or not...
THINGS YOU HATE? Racism, animal cruelty, close-mindedness, most girls, pettiness,boredom,roadkill,discrimination...
IS THERE ANYONE YOU HAVEN'T FORGIVEN? i have the biggest problem of not being able to forgive and forget, now do u really want me to answer that?
WHAT TYPE OF MILK DO YOU DRINK? 2% AND SOY W/ VANILLA
DID YOU MAKE YOUR BED THIS MORNING? nope
HOW MANY TVs IN YOUR HOUSEHOLD? 5
WHO PUTS THE BIN OUT? what bin???
WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST CHILDHOOD MEMORY? good or bad?
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ANIMAL? dolphinsHow I'm feelin:  aggravated |
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I am openly... boy crazy
My family... is annoying, but sticks by me
I have... a boyfriend that cheats
I've had... year
I've never... been to california
I'm really... a bad liar
I obsess... about what to wear
I've been... to mexico and jamaica
I wish... i had better friends
I'll never... stop being myself.
I am... me.
Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 12:27 pm
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A is for age: 17
B is for boyfriend: Darnell(asshole)
C is for career: cashier...i make it fun!
D is for dad's name: isaac, we call him roy
E is for essential item to bring to a party: liqour!
F is for favorite song at the moment: Crunk Music in general
G is for a good movie you recently saw: Grind
H is for hometown: I hate calling delaware home...
I is for instruments you play: the instrument of love
J is for jewel that you like: all of them
K is for kids: ewwwww!
L is for living arrangements: sometimesi wish i didnt live at all
M is for mom's name: charlene
N is for number of people you've slept with: 1
O is for overnight hospital stays: a ouple but nothing major
P is for phobia[s]: pain,bunny rabbits,birds
Q is for quote you like: "you are a god among insects, never let anyone tell you different!"
R is for right, what's on your right: very gay...
S is for sleeping position: i turn alot so who knows...
T is for time you wake up: school? whats that?
U is for unique trait(s): dont' know
V is for vegetable you love: corn and peas
W is for worst habit: Biting my nails
X is for x-rays you've had: a lot
Y is for yummy food you make: don't cook
Z is for zodiac sign: gemini
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so im over darnell's house for about 5 or 6 hours , and we're makin out...nice nice. so its around 11 o'clock at night I have to go home ya know. So I'm trying to find my bra and the two shirts I wore,(kinda chilly outside) when I hear loud knocks on his bedroom window. He peeks out to see who it is...Guess who it is?? TATIANA! (BTW, tatiana is my once-was good friend who is now good friends with my boyfriend and is trying to take him away) So he tells her that he is with me, and she starts yelling at him to hurry up and put his clothes on. So I'm like what the fuck????????????? What is she about to do? But I didn't want to jump to conclusions. So I say my goodbyes and get in the car.(whenever I leave his house I always call him) So I call him but he isn't there. Where the fuck did he go at 11 o'clock? So now I'm about to get some fucking answers, and if they are not the ones i want to hear or if they even sound just a little like he is lying, we are fucking through!
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1. Your Full name: Ariane Latrice Wheeler
2. Do you feel like your name fits you? Only because I've had it for so long, I feel as tho no other name would do...
3. Do you have an alter ego? Because there is a certain I should act. Sometimes I don't. so i would say yea...
4. Where were you born? Dela-Where??????
5. Where do you live? Boring suburban neighborhood.
6. Do you like to travel? Yes. I wish I could go to Thailand...
7. What is your birthday? June 8 1987
8. Do you have siblings? a brother, and 3 sisters...
9. Do you have pets? yes a dog, lady and a blue betta fish, skky
10. Which was the happiest year of your life? Haven't had one of those yet...
11. How old do you wish you were? 21
12. A movie is being made about your life. I don't think anybody would want to be me. even in a movie...
13. Who would you cast to play your significant other? (if you have no significant other, cast someone anyway) Nelly baby ! but thats a fantasy, so i'll stick with darnell, lol
14. How would this movie end? With a steamy hot scene on a deserted beach with the sun setting...
15. Is it better to be famous or infamous? Dammit just give me the money!!!!!!16. You’re going to die a natural death. What is the cause? Dying in my sleep would defenitly be the best solution for me...
17. You’re going to die a sudden, tragic death. What is the cause? I would say a good shot in the head...
18. How long do you plan on living? I wanna live forever!! ( Im gonna learn how to fly, high)
19. What was the last song you got stuck in your head? Work-out plan, Kanye West
20. Sing any commercial jingle.PICK UP THE PHONE!!!!
21. What is your favorite element on the periodic table? Thanx to Kiwi, I chose platinum...
22. Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise.Im afraid of the dark...
23. Introvert or extrovert? Don't you have to know what that word means??
24. Creation or evolution? Creation, although evolution is a pretty funny movie...
25.Action or reaction? Action.
26. Unity or individuality? both...
27. Hugs or drugs? Hugs!
28. Animal, vegetable, or mineral? Animal
29. Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? Popsicle...1-800-696-SUCK!
30. Fight or flight? Fight. GET CRUNK!!!
31. Who is your favorite historical figure? I'm gonna say Frank Roosevelt...
32. Which historical figure could we have done without? Hitler. He was an evil cat, although I did like the walk and his crazy as mustasche...
33. What happened in the last dream you remember? It was a freaky deaky sex dream with me and the nigga I love...no details sorry
34. Do nice guys really finish last? Whhhhhoooooooooooooooooo cares!!!!!!
35. What are your favorite boy names? Jayden and mekai, so sexy
36. What are your favorite girl names? kayla and Ivy
37. Open or closed? WHat are we talking about???
38. White bread or wheat bread? both...
39. Is it better to burn out than to fade away? Burn out baby!
40. You put a quarter into a toy machine. What comes out? Some fake-ass shiny ring that will only turn my finger green like grass only to have it infected and amputated...
41.What do you want to be when you grow up? A very sucessful cosmetologists who own a very big very nice salon/spa/nail/entertainment boutique...
42. What were your favorite childhood toys?The usual: barbies and babie dolls and the occasional worm or two...
43. What was your first pet? My first pet was my lovable mini-poodle named snowflake, R.I.P baby!!!
44. What annoys you? UHH...things that are annoying, lol...
45. What is your favorite action caption from the old batman TV show? (example. "pow" or "blam") Hmm...I can't say that I watched those sorry...
46. How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop? I can't count pass 10 (thanx for noticing)
47. The glass... half empty or half full? I never really got that question...
WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON
48. Tightie whities. Totally gay!! why go for white, when boxers have such a variety?
49. Mc Donald’s happy meals. The toys are cool, but I would only get it if i had a little bit of money on me...
50. Reality shows.Except for American Idol, and surreal life...Totallt gay!!
51. Gummi bears or gummi worms? I tend to choke on things like that...
52.Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? Neither
53. Paper or plastic? I don't like grocery shopping...
54. What position do you sleep in? All of them...
55. Do you sleep on the left, right, or the middle of the bed? when noone else is in there with me, on the left side near the window...
56. Sweet or sour? Sweet all the way baby...Yea I agree with KiWi
57. What was your favorite after school special? Don't remember...
58.What is your favorite word? WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!
59. Beach or mountains? Beach...
60. Mounds or almond joy? both...
61. Do YOU feel like a nut? All the time...
62. To give or to receive? Both...I heard that!!
63. Chocolate or caramel? both...
64. Do you have any nicknames? yea A couple. Shorty doo wop, pooky, applejacks, lipbalm, lumplin dumplin....
65. What does your name mean? It means holy and superior in Greek...I know I couldn't believe it either, totally not me
66. Have you ever fainted? Not that I know of...
67.Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher? Yes. Mr emert. he was only like 28. used to be a professional soccer player, so u know that ass was tight.but then he tried not being himself trying to act.then he became an ass hole. now i wish he would die of ghanarea...
68.What was the last thing you ate? mmmm....popeyes chicken with a biscuit and honey..
69.Do you have any bad habits? yea I bite my nails. I lie a lot but only to be who dont deserve the truth. Im dont express the way i feel as much as i should or when it really counts.
WORD ASSOCIATION What is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear...
70. Grey... Goose
71. Human... feeces
72. Fruit loop... Darnell (that his nickname...gay gay gay!)
73. Glove...Like a glove!!-jim carrey
74. Plum... the fruit. its sweet and good. and small enough to stick in the purse.
75. Structure... art
76. Race... I cant run..
77. Heart... my dad and his problems...
78. Parasite... death!
79. What was your first happy memory? I CANT REMEMBER...lol
80. What was your first unhappy memory? don't know...
81. If you could visit any time period, what would it be? All of them and GET CRUNK, YEEEEEEEAAAAAA!!!!!!
82.What would Jesus do? Laugh at all of the unknowledgable people who form their own religions...I agree with that...
83. Make up a word and define it. Whole-Whorely: being a whore to one's full potential, sticking it out, going ALL THE WAY!
84.Favourite kool aid flavor? RED
85. Favorite pick up line? DAMN!, You look real expensive! Can I put 10 down on you right now and take you out later?
86. Who was the third gunman on the grassy knoll? Whhhhhhhoooooooooooo cares?
87. What did you like to make believe as a child? that i was a famous singer..
88. Did you have an imaginary friend? no...
89. Would you like to live in a castle or a mansion? a mansion...
90. Re-arrange some of the letters in your first, middle, and last name to form a description of yourself. Im not about to take the time to do that, as i sit and do this 200 questionaire...
91. Do it fast or do it right? sex wise...right...lol
92.What was the last book you read? The last book I read was hole. I loved it. and that was after i saw the movie...sexy shea is sexy...
93. Have you ever had surgery? tonsils out,does that count?
94. Random fact about you...... I love to sing wherever I go except where i might get discovered like a kareoke bar or something...
95. What is the first thing you wash in the shower? my coot coot...most important thing...
96. What is your favorite cereal? Corn pops and cocoa puffs
97. If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be? spanish, I love puertoricans...
98. If you had the choice to live forever, would you? Absolutely
99. If you had the choice to be the opposite sex for a day, would you? YES! I wanna what the big deal is...
100. Fate? No such thing...I agree...
101. Ghosts? No. But there are demons...I agree
102. God? of course Jehovah (don't hate)
103. Big foot? nope...
104. Soul mates? maybe...
105.Aliens? nope
106.Angels? Not as they are portrayed today. They are spirits that reside in Heaven...I agree...
107. Loch ness monster? nope...
108. Heaven and hell? I think that Heaven is around but it's purpose isn't for the the wholesome dead. It's a haven for God and his messangers. Damn it. Look at me going all Jehovah's Witness on your asses! ha ha I agree...
109. The Zodiac? Bull shit...agree...
110. Love at first sight? yes but it didn't happen in my case, I had to get to know that nigga
111. Karma? what is that again?
112.Vampires? Nope...
113. If you had any super power, what would it be? all of them, I'de be the shit yo!!
114. Would you use your power for good or evil? both if necessary...
115. Name something nostalgic. whats that word?
116. What are your turn ons in the opposite sex? sense of humor, tall not dark, sexy but not know it, smart but not encarta, silly but not annoying,honest even if i dont want it to be,faithful but no obsessed or over-protective.
117. What are your turn offs in the opposite sex? a dishonest, cheating, smoking, drug-using, retard, who likes to look at himself rather than look at me.
118. What was the best compliment ever given to you? i was recently told that i was fun and caring and cute and energetic and had a good fahion sense...thanx Kiwi!!
119. Which character from Scooby Doo do you most relate to? I hate that show...
120. What is the worst trend of the present time? blakc and white tees, there are some many other cute shirts that guys can wear: try a nice striped button-down shirt with some jeans and a boot or sneaker...thats CRUNK!
121. Beer or wine? none, that for husbands and old ppl. Im into hard and soft licker, yea u like how i spelled that?
123. You can’t sleep. What do you do? mostly watch tv, but im about to start reading the bible. I feel as tho i should know more being as i was brought up as a jehovahs witness.
124. Do you wear jewelry? yea rings necklaces earrings, the usual...
125. What is your favorite smell? A new car, new sneakers, clean clothes. and the smell of darnell. he has one of those smells that isnt cologne, its just the way his house smells and i love it.
126. What was the best decade of the past century? don't know...
127. Which is your favorite month of the year? this year it will be june cus im turning 18 baby!!
128. Do you smoke? nope. i smoked a little weed here and there but that was in my "rebellious for no reason" years
129. Do you drink? yes when the time is right, when the time is wrong, whether the shit is light or the shit is strong!!!
130. What was your favorite subject in school? I hated school, which is why im home-schooled. which also eats ass but better ass the public school HOLLA!!
131. What was your worst subject in school?Any kind of math I hated, and then there was spanish cus i never could learn it...SCREW YOU HOMBRES!!!
132. If you had to give up one of your senses, what would it be? smell who be okay to lose...
133. Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch? which ever one is working at the time...
134. Do you truly know who you are? I know who i want to be...im trying my hardest to get there...
135. Are you superstitious? Nope...
136. Are you sentimental? probably...
137. How many times a day do you eat? Two is about right for me...
138. Are you more of a main idea or detail type of person? depending on the subject...
139. What is your favorite pie? pumpkin...
140. Have you ever been close to death? yes i was out when i shouldn't of been getting liquor when we almost got into the middle of a highway speedchase/shootout...scariest shit i've ever been through
141. Do you like roller coasters? Nope...cant take that shit...wish i could
142. Apples or oranges? either way something gets stuck in my retainer...
143. Are you hyperactive? yes
144. Do you talk in your sleep? nope...
145. What is your favorite holiday? I never have/dont celebrate holidays so i wou1dn't be able to chose
46. Do you go to church? nope jehovahs witnesses dont go to church...
147. At what age do you think you will be married? dont know...darnell is talkin about 24...
148. If you could open up your own business, what would it be?I already told ya'll about my salon/entertainment boutique...
149. What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend? my first real boyfriend was sean A.K.A GUMBY!
150. What is your weakness? Choking. I tend to do that because I laugh all of the time when I'm eating....I choke too...
151. What was the last movie you saw that made you cry?cant remember...
152. If love were a flavor, which flavor would it be? Strawberries because they're sweet at first and bitter afterwards...agree
153. If hate were a flavor, which flavor would it be? Vomit...thats funny...
154. Have you ever been prescribed any drugs? zyrtec, flonase, and a couple of anitbiotics...no biggie...
155. Is lying sometimes necessary? it's never necessary, but it's allowed
156. Bubbleyum or bubblicious? Bubblicious...agree...
157. What is your favorite curse word? I love FUCK
158. Do you have any birthmarks? nope
159. If you could visit anywhere in the US, where would it be? cali and miami..
160. If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be? thai,puertorico
162. Do you feel like your physical self matches your personality?nope
163. What was the name of your kindergarten teacher? dont remember, she was probably a bitch tho..
164. Do you wear glasses or contacts? nope but i want contacts
165. How tall are you? 4 something....i know i know...im short...suck my dick!
166. How tall would you like to be? 5'7, darnell is 5'9
167. Your current mood: I'm tired as hell
168. Do you dress up for Halloween? don't celebrate dammnit!!!!
169. Have you ever been in a car accident? nope
170. What is your favorite lucky charm? i like them all...
171. What color of underwear are you wearing?bikin briefs: pink with hearts that are a darker pink...
172. Do you tend to date people younger or older than you? Older or the same age, never younger
173. Do your exes look alike? nope i have black and puertoricans even one mexican but never a white guy....hmmmm.....
174. Do your exes act alike? for the most part, but darnell is the only one i've loved and could actually deal with...
175. Have you ever been in love? im in love now im sure with who u know by now...
176. What is your favorite kid’s movie? all disney, some non-disney...
177. Have you ever hallucinated? nope...
178. What do you like most about the opposite sex? look up
179. What do you hate most about the opposite sex?look up dammnit!!!
180. Have you ever been on a blind date? nope
181. Would you want to be cloned? nope
182. Have you ever peed in public? nope...
183. Are you an optimist or a pessimist? both at times...
184. How did you find out that there was no Santa Claus? I was born into a Jehovah's Witness household.
185. Pancakes or waffles? both...
186. Are you on a diet?yes eating less
187. Why is the grass always greener on the other side? totally gay saying...
188. Do you always want what you can’t have? yes, sometimes i get it too...
189. Do you act stupid around someone you have a crush on? nope..i pretty much dont do anything which is why they never notice me...
190. Have you ever been arrested? nope...nobody want to go to jail in mexico!-martin lawrence
191. Can you cook? not really, but whooooooooo cares?
192. Do you think its wrong/weird if a girl asks a guy out? nope but it doesn't work out to well for me so good luck, bitches!!
193. Do you have any allergies? yes cats, they are deadly to me.
194. Ketchup or catsup? Ketchup...mmmm,addictive...
195. Do you believe there is a meaning to life? Yes to live forever...
196. What do you think about before you fall asleep? darnell, being as tho he is the last person i talk to before god...
197.What are your thoughts on the nature of good and evil? dont know...
198. Step into your cave. There you will find your power animal. What kind of animal is it? A beautiful dolphin
199.What does your power animal say to you? always be graceful and smart when it come to everything you do...gay gay gay!!!
200. End this survey with a quote:
It's better to have lived and loved than live and not love at all- who fucking knows who said that shit...HOLLA!!
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01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
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Now I know that it has been a while since I've been on, but I have really busy. Sike who am I kidding? I have no life, lol.Im visiting a friend I haven't seen in two years. that quite a long time but now Im a little anxious to get home ya know. well i gotta go eat ttyl!
Aug. 6th, 2004 @ 04:32 pm
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Whats up guys...Im so tired but as usual I cant go seem to close my eyes and dreeeeaaaaaaam! dream dream dream! i love that song...anywayz so me and my sis are planning this trip to rehobeth fro a weekend, and i found the tighest place ever. now i know tighest isn' a word, but it's that nice ya know? it has a rooftop sundeck! Even tho I dont plan on using it, thats still cool.I wonder how old u have to be to get in some clubs downthere. I shall find out...Hey Im so bored I think I'll write a poem! Bear with me, this is off the top of my head...
I love your BIG STRONG HANDS
The way they touch my face right before we kiss
Your BIG STRONG HANDS are firm yet soft
As you massage my body with your caress.
Think those BIG STRONG HANDS should come from 'round my waist
If you think you're gettin some tonight
Even tho you got BIG STRONG HANDS
I need a real man to DO me right
Don't let those BIG STRONG HANDS
Slam my door when you go through it
And when you're sitting home after a good jack-off
pickup the telephone and use it
AHH! that felt good! I should do that more often...Im gonna go check out some different sites, I'll check up with ya L8R
Jun. 21st, 2004 @ 05:40 am
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Im totally screwed! let me tell you guys how my day went...I woke up at 12 to the sound of whiny brats " Im hungry Im hungry" aaahhh shut the hell up before I lock u in a room somewhere! so after a few hotdogs and unsweet tea, they were back in front of the TV and i was in the shower. I hate shaving my legs! my mom kept beggin me to plant her flowers around the mail box and kept saying no but i felt bad so after that, i danced in my roomfor about an hour...I HAVE NO LIFE! lol hey why is it that the man i love wont return my calls. i called him yesterday at and he called me back at 3 in the morning ofcourse i was sleep what the hell is wrong with him? oh well
*L8R*
Jun. 17th, 2004 @ 11:02 pm
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[Name] Ariane
[Nickname] shorty
[Sign?] gemini
[What are your plans for most nights?] hangin out with friends
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT...
[Called you?] my mother, as always...
[Slept in your bed?] my best friend, katie
[Saw you cry?] katie
[Made you cry?]my aunt
[Spent the night at your house?] katie
[You shared a drink with?] can't remember. dont drink much...
[went to the movies with] my sister, bryanne
[You went to the mall with?] katie
[Yelled at you?] momma
[Sent you an email?] probably my mom. she sends me jokes
[Said "I love you" and not meant it?] i know darnell means it when he says he loves me
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish/etc.?] i love my dog and my fish
[Been to New York?] i go there at least 8 times a year
[Been to Florida?] every year
[California?] nope
[Hawaii?] nope
[Mexico?] hot as hell there
[Bermuda?] nope
[Danced naked?] hahahahaha...yes
[Had a dream about something really crazy?] yes, i was being chased by dinosaurs.
[Stalked someone?] yes.this guy around the corner...sooooooo cute!
[Had a mud bath?] haha no
Wished you were the opposite sex?] whenever i get my period, uggghhh!
[Had an imaginary friend?] thats silly!
WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS...
[Will grow up and be a model?] none of them
[Is going to have the most kids?] my sister alexys. she loves kids.
[Have you known the longest?] my old friend naailah. since i was 8.
[Knows you the best?] katie
[Is the loudest?] katie
[Is the quietest?] my friends...quiet?! haha
[Do you have the most classes with?] im home-schooled
[Do you miss the most?]naailah. i dont hang out with her at all. i talk to her on the phone every once in a while.
RANDOM
[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] answer/post more comments
[What was the last meal you ate?] hot dogs
[Are you bored?]bored & cold
[Last movie you saw?] THEATRE: day after tomorrow/ HOME: boiler room
[Last noise you heard?] my fish filter
[Last time you went out of state?] to support katie when she tried to get a car...
[What is your lucky number?] 8. not lucky, just favorite.
[What is your most attractive feature?] i dont know. darnell says everything.*snickers*
[What is your favorite thing to do?] dance
[What are you eating?] nothin
[What are you drinking?] nothin
[What are you listening to?] tv
[How are you feeling?] overly-tired
[What are you thinking?] i want darnell to call me
[What do you see?] the computer/ TV
APPEARANCE
[Hair] uh brownish/redish?
[Eyes] brown
[Height] 5'0?
FAVORITE
[Food] chinese
[Drink] orange
[Color] pink
[Album] right now-Tamia-More
[Shoes] pumps
[Dance] everything
[Song] Tamia-1,2,3,4,9,10
[Vegetable] broccoli,corn
[Fruit] cantelope,kiwi
[Berry] strawberries
LAST PERSON YOU
[touched?] darnell...
[talked to?] bryanne
[hugged] my mom
[instant messaged?] some guy
[kissed?]darnell...
[who broke your heart?] darnell. believe it or not
WHERE DO YOU...
[Eat] kitchen/my room
[Dance] anywhere i want too
[Cry] depends if it just pours out, or if i have time to hold it til later
[Wish you were] in any other state...delaware sucks
How I'm feelin: tired but not sleepy, lol
Jun. 16th, 2004 @ 02:14 am
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I love Ellen's show. She is really funny. I couldn't help but notice her occupied ring finger. I didnt know she was married? What happened with anne heche? i heard she with a dude now...what's with that? oh well, i guess ppl can't make up their mind! So im baby-sitting right and i go downstairs to make my nieces something to eat when i see that my youngest niece has pour sprinkles all over the living room floor. I asked who did it( i knew it was her) she was like i didnt do and i was like you liar, stop lyin.lol i was so pissed. why do they act like this everytime i babysit them. its so annoying. uggghhh!!!!!
Jun. 15th, 2004 @ 03:11 pm
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It was the beginning of summer and I had been friends with my now best friend katie for a year. so i was cillin with her alot at the time. One weekend I had decided to go chill with her at her house. kind of like a boys stink night, lol...When out of the blue guess who calls my cell phone? Yes Darnell Carroll! I was surprised. but i played it cool as if i wasnt waiting for him. A lot of " oh im good, do my things" and a couple "thats interesting" and dont forget the "well thats good news, im happy for you" BULL SHIT!!!! so he tells me that he found out angel of a girlfriend was cheating on him. he cut it off a week before he called. was i supposed to sympathize? he should of just took me back!! oh alright i sympathized a little, lol...look he was really upset. he told me that he was real real stupid for letting me go so easy. he let his balls guide him instead of his heart. i had no idea he could talk like that. i was immidiately fallin back in love with him. after that little convo we had, we decided we were going to start over. we got cool again, then we were friends, then we got close, then we got very very close. I had no idea that the next phone call we'd have would be the start of something great. we were joking around and he said something stupid. I said something like i dont' know how i put up with you and he says oh girl you know you love me, lol...and i was like ur right i do. it was the longest pause in the world. he said so u love me. and i had no choice....yyyyyyeeeeeaaaaaa...he told me he was glad that i said it first because even tho he felt that way along time ago, he couldn't seem to say it. every phone call we had after that began and ended we I LOVE YOU! NIIIIIICCCCCCEEEE! I'll give you guys the currents after my very long catnap...L8R!!!
Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 06:10 am
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So I'm going out with my boyfriend having a blast, when things start happening. So called friends start gettin in our business, then they start tellin lies. Ans as this is happening, we allow all those lies to engulf around our relationship and we start fallin apart. we start fighting about everything, calling eachother names, not callin one another, then finally we stopped talkin to eachother period...I was so hurt because I couldn't understand why this was happening. then i began thinking it was simply meant to be. We eventually broke up after we were talkin and flirting with the opposite sex.I started going with Lemuel (MEMO, qiana knows) a puerto-rican under classmen who I always saw but never wanted to pursue,whereas he got with this black chick: another underclassmen definetly not his type. Yea we both sunk a little lower then usual but I can admit that we were both very vulnerable. My relationship with lemuel was very cute but not real. he was very sweet and showered me with compliments, but he messed up when he decided he wanted to tell me he loved me. I know! we were only going out for a month. Im sorry I had gon out with darnell for a year and he hadn't told me he loved then. DAMN! so yea that had to end. After i broke it off with lemuel, I felt it was wise to just hill for a little bit. After all, i still wasnt really over darnell and I know he wasn't over me. I was now a sophmore and I hated A.I more then ever. I didn't realize that I would see darnell everyday for another year and not really want to. seeing him was like jabbing a samuri sword through my shriveling heart..wow that was sooo deep! lol when the school first started, i found that it was easy for me to ignore him. Then His still then girlfriend jasmine started cuttin her eyes at me. then i was forced to talk to him. here's how it went:
me: yo, i need to talk to you
D: oh now u wana talk, u didnt talk to me all summer, now three weeks into school you wanna hold a conversation?
me:actually i don't, but i feel i should talk to you before you find your girl absent for the rest of the year
D:what are you talkin bout?
me: ur stupid ass girl keeps givin me looks and is talkin behind my back. now im too mature for this shit but i swear to god, if she does it again Im goin to break her fucking neck.
D:yea ight yo
me: yea make sure you tell her that...
and thats what happened. of course she didnt listen and i beat her face in. those3 days out of school were worth it! it actually gave me a chance to think of stupid i was acting...darnell was not goin to like me again because i beat up his girl. no that would make him hate me. I made a huge mistake!!! I was in a bind. I started talking like a slave girl."What is I gon' do?, What is I gon' do?" then it hit me *lightbulb* I was start being nice to him , ya know speak when i see him ask how he been shit like that. Only it didnt work. After his girl recovered, lol they continued to go out. I was running out options. I began crying like everyday. Whenever I saw him or thought of him. even if a song came on that reminded me of him. I started. well i had no choice...i started thinking again. since talking to him only brought him closer to his girl. i would try the total opposite:ignore him completely.I pretended as if he didnt exist for the last three months of school. not one word was spoken. i didn't feel any better...LAST CHAPTER NEXT!
Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 05:34 am
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I miss Darnell! I miss everything about him. His constant freestylin while im trying to hold a conversation, the way he would call my name just to say I love you. The way he always seemed to make me laugh, even when he did things that got on my nerves...like when he doesn't return my calls, or when he blows me off to go hang with his friends he sees everyday of his life. But no matter what he does, I can never let myself let him go. He is embedded in my heart...hey you wanna know how it started? sure you do! ok here it goes...I was in the 9th grade at A.I High. At the time I was real cool with this girl named tatiana, the highschool slut bag! I would walk in the halls and here all the loser guys tellin story of how thy bow her the night before...sad but extremely entertaining...ANYWAY! me and tatiana were walking down the hall one day peekin in each classroom just to see the future guys we would have no choice but to go out with, as well as our competition: girls, hater who wanted to be like us. We were coming to the end of the hallway when we peeked in the last classroom. And there he was: tall,caranel skinned, adorably shy. I was immidiately attracted to him. (i know what u might be thinkin,"what does she know about being attracted to someone?" well let me just tell you I had my first boy in kindegarten and lets just say it wasn't just holding hand and sharing lunches and drawing pictures.) Lucky for me the smut knew him and we rushed over to say YO! Tatiana could see that I was mesmorized by his perfect smile, so she felt obligated to introduce us.(the best day of the ninth grade!) After the wonderful day me and darnell became cool, shortly after we became friends. everyday after that, I was in little girl heaven, lol I liked him soo much. we started talkin on the phone. back when i didn't have cell phones and my parents didn'twant me havin boyfriends, I had to be very careful when i called him. ya know on the sneak tip! he started tellin me that he liked me alot and that he thought i was real cute *snicker* then that my friends is when he asked me out...OMG I was so shocked and so happy. I mean yea right I wasnt gonna ask him no way, I dont do that lol. I couldn't wait to tell everyone I knew. I had a couple classes with him, I saw him everyday between class and ate with him at lunch sometimes. Life just couldn't get better.And I was right! everything only got worst from there...TIL NEXT TIME!
Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 05:12 am
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--Living Things--
Family members I love are...: My entire immidiate family
Pets I love are...: dogs, iguanas, and fish
Friends I love are...: Katie
That Special Someone I love is...: Darnell <3
Flowers I love are...: tulips
Animals I love are...: DOLPHINS
--Things in the Media--
Movies I love are...: NEWSIES, GOONIES, and LONESTAR State OF Mind
Books I love are...: Vivian: AutoBiography
Songs I love are...: Secrets-Alicia Keys
Bands or singers I love are...: TAMIA
Smells I love are...: Tropical, new car, new shoes
Sounds I love are...: music. the voice of someone I love.
Tastes I love are...: everything! lol
Sights I love are...: cute guys, nice cars, oceans, sunsets
Touches I love are...: stomachs (flat-six pack)belly-buttons
--Times--
The time (like 1 p.m. or something) I love is...: 9pm everwood, 1 tree hill, 10pm comic view, 11pm futurama, 11:30pm FAMILY GUY, 12:30am conan o' brian.
The month I love is...: June
The day (Monday, Tuesday, etc.) I love is...: Friday, saturday
The holiday I love is...: the memorial of jesus' death
MOST IMPORTANT!
The thing I love most about life is...: living forever
Things I Love brought to you by Bigdrawsmcgrawl!
Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 02:46 am
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OK I missed the hall this morning and I know my dad Was real P-I-S-S-E-D! Hey what can I say driving around til 3:00 in the morning and then watchin a movie will do that. oh well. My mom had another one of arbonne parties, that I of course I had to help her with.( for those of you who don't know Arbonne is a company like Avon. They sell natural products made for your face and body and hair. They even have cosmetics and stuff for babies.) but enough about that, more about me. As of today I still have no job. My dog's hair keeps fallin out.( allergies to her medicine.) She looks like a cancer patient. My Poor BABY!!!!! The playoffs game is on now. I hope the lakers lose. I really wish the sixers were still in it. But that would take years of wishing, lol. I ain't mad at em. I got more of my school grades back. let's just say I'm not the brightest star, lol. But I'm really trying yo. It seems like it's gettin harder and harder. Thats how I like my men, ha ha ha...hey does anyone know how to put a pic on this thing. L8R!!!!!!
Jun. 13th, 2004 @ 09:35 pm
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